thank you

to whom it may concern,

*clears throat*

so,i've finally decided to show up.lol.

how ya'll doing lately?

i've been very happy for the past few days due to rainy season.

it's almost end of the year now...

i just love the cold, wet whether :) 

kind of calming and soothing.

hope it will last long like forever.

haha.

but i'll pray for Thailand too D: 

i just want to share a little happiness of mine to ya'll.

it might sounds very lame or annoying...

cos' it's random fangirl stuffs,anyway :p

i'm confirmed to attend MAMA awards at the end of November!

but most importantly is that i will attend TVXQ! Asian Fan Party in early of December...

i can't tell how freaking fucking overwhelming especially when i get to know that my idols are coming to SG for their very 1st 1st and 1st time.it's incredible!

wow!it's like been 7 years i've longing for and now i'm getting to meet em' for real and for sure.

you will not know how exactly i feel right now.so hyperventilating!

my best FB friend,Bree and others were sharing and discussing together about the excitement! :)

i'm moved to see em' they're anticipating as well...

however,some of my friends said oh c'mon they've been disband-ED for like ages ago!

and there's no point lovin' em' anymore.were you that dumbass crazy thinking of you will marry em'?!

i can't help but just giggled like mad...

but soulfully speaking,

they don't know me from head to toe,

outer to inner. 

no one knows.

well,my family know!and bff! xD

oh lmfao!

it doesn't mean that i called one of em' husband means i wanted to marry him desperately.

(oh i don't fucking mind if it's so happening!i do! i do! i do! xDDDDDD)

oh please,i'm conscious and i can still differentiate!

*DUH-faced*

you can address anything you want to show how caring and concern you're if you're lovin' something or someone...no matter it's living or dead.seriously speaking.

i was just 17 when i just started to like them...

i've grown up with them.

they have created and gave me the best memories, even till now.

joys,tears,sadness,anger,worries...everything. 

they are my inspiration,for 7 years and you do not freaking know.

how great impact they have gave to me.

they are one of the essential element which has caused me to change in life.

yes we do not know each other in reality but we're connected through their songs and music even tho language is a barrier for me.

i didn't say that they are the best in the world but they're the best in my heart...

and yet,i never expect anyone to like em' but at least try to be nice and try to understand me as a cassiopeia of em'.

destructive comments will just make me feel that you're disrespecting me.

but why must you judge what i like?why? i didn't comment on what you've like.

so please respect.

at least keep it to yourself if you fucking want to judge and GTFO.

part of what i am today is because of them.

i thank em' for being so inspiring.

therefore,no matter 2 or 3,i will see em' for real.

disbandment will not break cassiopeias apart as we're keeping the faith <3

and i wanted to thank both of my parents for being so understanding and supportive as well...

thank you for letting me to attend.it's a dream!

indeed i feel very proud of myself too that i the person who actually spend myself such a big treat as to make my dream comes true without depend on anyone else...

and YAY!i can no longer envy others.hahaha!

regards,

Amylia