thank you

to whom it may concern,

*clears throat*

so,i've finally decided to show up.lol.

how ya'll doing lately?

i've been very happy for the past few days due to rainy season.

it's almost end of the year now...

i just love the cold, wet whether :) 

kind of calming and soothing.

hope it will last long like forever.

haha.

but i'll pray for Thailand too D: 

i just want to share a little happiness of mine to ya'll.

it might sounds very lame or annoying...

cos' it's random fangirl stuffs,anyway :p

i'm confirmed to attend MAMA awards at the end of November!

but most importantly is that i will attend TVXQ! Asian Fan Party in early of December...

i can't tell how freaking fucking overwhelming especially when i get to know that my idols are coming to SG for their very 1st 1st and 1st time.it's incredible!

wow!it's like been 7 years i've longing for and now i'm getting to meet em' for real and for sure.

you will not know how exactly i feel right now.so hyperventilating!

my best FB friend,Bree and others were sharing and discussing together about the excitement! :)

i'm moved to see em' they're anticipating as well...

however,some of my friends said oh c'mon they've been disband-ED for like ages ago!

and there's no point lovin' em' anymore.were you that dumbass crazy thinking of you will marry em'?!

i can't help but just giggled like mad...

but soulfully speaking,

they don't know me from head to toe,

outer to inner. 

no one knows.

well,my family know!and bff! xD

oh lmfao!

it doesn't mean that i called one of em' husband means i wanted to marry him desperately.

(oh i don't fucking mind if it's so happening!i do! i do! i do! xDDDDDD)

oh please,i'm conscious and i can still differentiate!

*DUH-faced*

you can address anything you want to show how caring and concern you're if you're lovin' something or someone...no matter it's living or dead.seriously speaking.

i was just 17 when i just started to like them...

i've grown up with them.

they have created and gave me the best memories, even till now.

joys,tears,sadness,anger,worries...everything. 

they are my inspiration,for 7 years and you do not freaking know.

how great impact they have gave to me.

they are one of the essential element which has caused me to change in life.

yes we do not know each other in reality but we're connected through their songs and music even tho language is a barrier for me.

i didn't say that they are the best in the world but they're the best in my heart...

and yet,i never expect anyone to like em' but at least try to be nice and try to understand me as a cassiopeia of em'.

destructive comments will just make me feel that you're disrespecting me.

but why must you judge what i like?why? i didn't comment on what you've like.

so please respect.

at least keep it to yourself if you fucking want to judge and GTFO.

part of what i am today is because of them.

i thank em' for being so inspiring.

therefore,no matter 2 or 3,i will see em' for real.

disbandment will not break cassiopeias apart as we're keeping the faith <3

and i wanted to thank both of my parents for being so understanding and supportive as well...

thank you for letting me to attend.it's a dream!

indeed i feel very proud of myself too that i the person who actually spend myself such a big treat as to make my dream comes true without depend on anyone else...

and YAY!i can no longer envy others.hahaha!

regards,

Amylia

update

to whom it may concern,

hey ya'll,

it's been awhile that i've update my blog recently...

it's always "kind of busy lately" for me to say.haha...

*coughs* it's the graveyard shifts kicked in and i'm zombified.

good news for myself,i'm confirm to attend the concert...

well,it's not just as simple as "the concert"...
but it's a very special experience...

at least,to me.

they're best known for the beast idols in korea and i think they are the origin of all.

and yeap!bff is comin' along too.appreciate it that.

besides that,i've finally got my own latest copy of japanese album TONE.

it's my 7 years of obsession thing and god knows me very well.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

i'mma can't help to stop but raping my WMP together with my IN HEAVEN.oh don't you worry...it won't anyhow get pregnant!HAHAHAHA.

i can't describe of how fucking amazing to listen 5tvxq's songs!
oh i always wanted to cry and roll and die in happiness whenever i've listened to their songs!

enough of my fangirling stuffs.*COUGHSx2*

anyway,i've been obsessing in brisk walking lately,

hoping to kill some calories but not to kill myself when i'm short of breath,especially when i'm running.tsk.

and i found myself a pretty nice place to hang around...

right at the moment you step your feet in...

it makes you feel you're in some sort of fairy land...

and it's just a small park,i love the scenery so much...
and the lotus flowers pond!

it's chilling and calming.

i think i can just shout at the tortoises if i'm freaking mad x)

well,that's all for now.

will write again soon.

regards,

Amylia

restore and release

to whom it may concern,

i'm back with a sweet and short update about my walk with some folks from my company hospital.

guess what,i don't know them,really...or i just don't recognize them,maybe? 

HAHAHAHA.

you shall see some pictures from my chinese blog later if you're interested.

well,it's kind of miserable when you come to know that you're the only representative from you department.

lol...but this doesn't bother me much even i'm the lonely soul like they have mentioned.

it's not a misery or a karma thing...

...all just because of i don't have someone to accompany with and i've to feel freaking awkward about it.so i need to sit all alone by myself,talking to the moon and stop doing something that i always wanted to do???

oh please,bitch *rolls eyes*

whatever is it,life still need to move on.so,i don't really wait.

i'll feel fucking sorry for myself if i really do so cause life is just too short for you to wait as you can see.

now,comeback to the point,

anyway,any form of workout are always the best way to release tension and it's so true.

..i've a good walk in Fort Canning Park today.heehee!

yeap,happiness restored and tension released.

oh seriously i like my optimisms and i feel so much alive right now.

all this greenish scenery just calmed me down... 

...feel the wind...it's like you're dancing in the air.

you shall take a walk too if you hate running much.

will write again later.bye.

regards,

Amylia

hello there

to whom it may concern,

...promise to write more interesting stories and articles either in english or in chinese. 

i guess i'm too ordinary and i've already been too busy to write about anything...

grumble much yet i'm still doing it.

i just wouldn't want myself to feel bored when i'm about to read back my own entries...at least,for me myself.oh DUH.

sometimes i can't understand myself either.

btw,this two days will be my days off but not really days off.

cause i'm going to join some strangers in an urban walk which organized by my company hospital later in this evening..such a lonely soul,they said.

yeah,i wish i'm lonely enough to haunt them and freak the hell out of them by jumping out from some creepy corners everyday just like in those japanese horror movies were showing.maybe crawling out is not an bad idea too.brb.

anyway,i need to wake up early for the next day....well,it's just that i've being chosen to be a volunteer to help in some breastfeeding sharing sessions in my company hospital too...fml for the early waking up part.

....not really a morning person.that's why it's bother me much.

and i'm gonna to meet up my bff and her friend after that to see some ancient chinese soldiers statues?...and not to forget to grab tickets for some poptart idols concert...heehee.

well,i guess that's all for now.

...promise to write again soon.

yeah,soon.

till then,take care.

-i think i had a dream that i'm seeing someone and i woke up.i can't remember what i've dreamed of...somehow,i feel happy today.-

regards,

Amylia

impulsively

to whom it may concern,

i'm talking to myself,delusionally.

yeap,

i've started back to blog again...

literally,in english.

i can't really tell why tho.

maybe i just being too upset today.

*smirks*

pretty much insane.

i know.

well,me IS practically now just staring blankly in front of my laptop screen...

 ...thinking of what to write about myself... were actually being too cliche and...LAME.

don't you think so?

tsk.tsk.tsk.

tryin' to be more mysterious enough by not letting others to know what i'm thinking or feeling however it's still freaking easy for others to read my mind....OR my expressions.

tsk.tsk.tsk.
 

yeah,i think that's the only reason which has upset me fucking much these days.

anyway,welcome to my comfort zone.

i wish i can write something interesting enough.duh.

...and this blog will not end up in hiatus so soon...emmm...hopefully.

see you next time then.

regards,

Amylia.